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Messages - Brethraeus

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Flotsam and Jetsam / Re: My reprieve
« on: March 24, 2013, 09:07:55 pm »
ohhhhh im not depressed. far from it unfortunately. but i do have alcohol issues and anger management issues.

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Flotsam and Jetsam / My reprieve
« on: March 23, 2013, 11:26:25 pm »
I have noticed of late that i have grown a stark anger management issue..... probably due to the ammount of alcohol i have had in the last 4 days or due to the fact i have not slept in the last 4 days...... reguardless... .. I am taking a short probably 1 month reprieve from any major computer gaming that deals with MMOs and going back to an old school game shown anew in the new Simcity. You all will probably..... maybe..... kinda sorta see me on in ts or around here every once in a while. but my body is aching for things to be back to the way they were before i joined the army..... when i didnt drink to sleep or need sleep to be motivated. <.< sorry if i have vexed any of you in the past few days. or if i seemed unrully. but its time for me to go for a while. and hopefully i come back to you with a better attitude than the one i carry now. bye all. and enjoy your gaming.

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this all, actually was dont on those old school cardboard science boards that used to cost 1.10 before the markets went haywire and made them 10 dollars. haha, and its all acrylic with a heavy black fine tip marker to outline the scales. took me, I believe, just an hour to do it all.

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I had almost forgotten about it till my mother emailed it to me for my portfolio for entering school.

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Ceredwin's Cauldron / Re: The Vampire Legacy
« on: February 26, 2013, 09:15:40 am »
GO TEAM JACOB! <.< err oh wait.... wrong book series.... O_O why have i not recieve a copy.... i love reading X_X i finished reading miriam webster the other day :( so im out of reading material. :O

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sadly something like this happened in my family, and it took the state court to stop the charges being sent. only afterwards did they find out that the bank was doing money frauds itself and they were shut down in the region because of it.

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Ceredwin's Cauldron / If I were the dark?
« on: January 10, 2013, 01:01:41 am »
Friend, O Friends

                           I.

I saw as they sat there smiling
The group of young gentlemen
Permed and pressed, ready for fun
as they set out to play.

I sat alone, my table dark and cold.
A winter's storm for a black prince
That's all I was ever told.
No friends, not one.
Not even the lunch lady saw me fit
to befriend.

So I sit here alone.
Reading and writing,
Typing my life away as though it were a poem.
HA! A half hearted poem this would be.
But no, my writings' my friend;
And I've words for family.
They keep me warm at the table's end.

Till that one day I did see him stir,
The boy flopped down and began to twiddle.
What purpose of he to sit at my table.
Some sort of dare I pressume,
Man what an odd little fellow.

Brown musk-rat hair that flowed to his shoulders
A plump face but not to shallow
Blue-green eyes for all could tell;
He looked down jotting and jolting as though he were a clown.
Glasses brim and poised for learning;
Looked like mine cept for the coloring.

This odd but fancinating boy,
Fell face first to my table.
What's the meaning of this
I thought as though speaking to words.

But then the boy looked up...
My heart was a flutter,
Would this boy say something to me
Would he verse a line from the paper he was writing.

His mouth opened as though poised to strike.
And then it escaped him with thunderous might.
"May I use your pen, my ink went out"

My mind withered and twisted with dismay
"My....my pen you say"
"Yea your pen"

I slowly reach across the table
And in his hand I place my pen.
"There, as long as I get it back friend"
"No worries, I be done in a sec'!"

I watched as he used that pen.
Masterful and delicate did he soak the white page
with blueish tent.
"There, I'm done, and here's your pen"

He tossed it back and then left.
But only to leave the paper he'd writen
in the warm chair he kept.

I leaned sideway to closer look
And smiled so bright that the sun look dark.
His name, number, and party of two.
Invitation, crap what'll I do.

I snatched the paper up and spun on my toes
To home I go, away I flew.
Took my shower, prepared my clothes.
Crap! What on earth will I wear.
I take my jeans and wrinkled top;
Put them both on and sat with a flop.
My converse shoes were last to go,
Pfft who in the world would wear socks.

Out the door I flew and down the street
To a house two stories tall.
A porch light lit, but no sound admitten.
Quite some party, but oddly no party at all.
Had I been tricked and fooled.

As I turned to slumper home,
A door did open and a voice I did hear.
"Well, you made it"
I turned to see him, and was a tad shocked.
His wear was more casual,
I felt instantly out of place.

"You coming in"
The chuckle hardly escaped his lips,
But I knew it was there;
Just on the tip like those pesky hairs
that tend to be in your mouth at the wrong time.

"Sure"
My only word I spoke.
So I awayed myself and entered his domain.
A lofty house full of cheer and love.
Definitely out of place here,
It wasnt the cold and darkness that
Became me around my place.


So there we sat the two of us.
And chatted up the storm
Until tired I was atlast.
I begged him good-bye
And left for home.
HA! I almost skipped my out the door.


                                 II.

The next day I sat alone again.
My Table neat and clean,
Ready to meet him again.
But by 12' I was still alone.
Darkness relaxed it's weary
head back down on my table and
Spoke to me slow
"He's not coming, you've been fooled again"

Perhaps darkness right, and sighed to myself.
Sat there wondering what mistakes I'd done.
"hrmph, Living"
Were the only thing that popped in my head.
"HA! Being Unwanted and deformed"
Came second.

I got up no later than 5 and
Walked my dark and dreary self back to  the house;
Where I took a shower and went straight to bed.

The next day, A Saturday if i recall.
I wrote him a note apologising for the time
He'd wasted conversing with me.
I stamped the ending "Black Prince"
Pfft as though that's all I'll ever be.

I placed the note on his door-step and left once more.
I hope he recieves it with an open mind,
And forgives with.
For I'm a fool to befriend anyone who looks ten times
Better than I.

I turn to face the viewers reading.
Have you ever done something
So stupid in life,
That in one short moment of happiness
You'd wish nothing had gone that way in the first place.
Or that you'd wish you could re-wind time and
Fix the mistakes that happened before they were made.

I'm the Black Prince.
A title I will forever keep.
I am a loner, who walks the walk,
Talks the talk, and of course writes
Whatever it is I write.

I look down.
Don't be as me,
An ashamed fool with no friends,
Just because of ignorant things I've said.
Don't be the barrer of bad luck.
All it gets you is embers coals,
And a dark, dank, lonesome table for two.
You and Darkness.

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Ceredwin's Cauldron / Re: Password
« on: December 10, 2012, 10:13:39 pm »
i do believe there was a picture posted online about this. the guy also typed in mysister, and the computer replied "too easy" and and he screamed for his wife to help him and she replied our anniversary and the guy sat there all night numb-plussed about what it could be.

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Ceredwin's Cauldron / Lonesome Journey Uptown
« on: August 02, 2012, 02:59:30 am »
Lonesome Journey Uptown
By: Brethraeus Lennaes
Dragon Moon Art StudiosĀ©

There are no emotions out tonight
Neither crickets nor other sign of life
Only my own

As I get to the bus station to go uptown
The driver looks down upon my wrinkled face
He grieves for me
He gives hope of trust and lets me sit behind him
He hands me a warm towel and I dry myself
We leave the station no sooner than the last minute
I look back to the empty seats
I see no faces
I look down the street I left
I see no trace of life

Uptown I leave the bus
The rain drizzles
Moments later it stops
The stars have vision now
A single porch light is lit on my street
It must be mine

The single house at which I stare
Paint peeling and wood rots
Timber scattered on the rust lawn

I enter
A stack of bills lie soaked at my feet
In my room I sit in shame
I get into my night clothes and sleep

The next morning I awake
With sounds of the world
I start again

This is the harshness of life

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